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Okay so some back history to my brother. Zachery is one of the 7 brothers and sisters I have, he’s 15 years old and was born with spina bifida He has had some pressure sores over the past year or so that he’s been dealing with that relate to when the body can’t move around, [...]
All in all, I will have to say my two cents are that I agree with this, however with Google Buzz they should have done more testing ahead of time, rolled it out slower to a smaller audience, it was one of their more rushed projects from the looks of it.
I think our media has fallen into a sad place, because it has. Accurate reporting without trying to ride the ratings wave is done and gone, now it’s about hot words, rating and other bullcrap, it’s a shame too, it used to be such a good profession.
Gods and goddesses rest in heavens above watching us from behind spectral clouds that move with their every breath, as they observe our existence, till finally they are drawn forth in curiosity into our plane they walk along side us watching and whispering into our minds and hearts the secrets to the gifts that we [...]
Snowed here tonight for the 3rd time this winter in alabama, the world is obviously coming to an end. Took a few shots tonight and wanted to share them. I also have a few from when it snowed a bunch the other day, and by bunch I mean 1-2 inches which is amazing for Birmingham, [...]
(Continued from Part 2) A few years back I tried to get in touch with her again through this mutual friend, Molly said she couldn’t go back there again or something to that extent. Which means she buried it, the pain the suffering the agony and the anguish. Just like I did, oh how I [...]
I’ve been watching this guy off and on now for about twenty minutes, http://www.maninbox.co.uk/home His name Is Tim Shaw, and he is locked in a box for the next 30 days
I can see the ozone emanating from my heater as I stand before it bare legged My torso cold, my legs feeling the fire of artificial heat That satisfies for the moment but leaves a longing desire for something more permanent As I look up into the mirror that hangs above my bed I see [...]
I went over everything I said with a fine tooth comb to figure out what I did wrong, where I went wrong what I shouldn’t have done, couldn’t find anything. I even wrote a hand written apology letter to her parents apologizing for… and that was the thing, I apologized for anything, I didn’t even apologize for something specific it was a plea to be forgiven for the unknown since I committed.
We had a successful “courtship” over the period of a year, many things happened over that year. 9/11 occurred, I acquired my drivers license and moved to Birmingham Alabama, (that was a head trip in of itself a Yankee in the south) Many many letters were sent back and forth between one another. All extending 10 pages + many cramped hands
These variety of Faces to choose from Eris, G1, N1, Hero and Droid Which will you choose?
The most exciting thing about Google Buzz for me is that for years I’ve speculated and said, “hmmm I wish there was a way to see what other people are saying around me about this, restaurant, concert, traffic, ect.” Now, with Google Buzz this will become a reality, now, I just need a Nexus one!
When I was a little boy, I had this bedding, they had these weird cartoon characters on them, they were all doing different things. Looking out the window of a house, sliding down a slide. I thought those were the best damn sheets that ever existed in gods creation.
Unity, Harmony War, suffering, Peace and disaster All brought to the table every morning To be feasted upon by the nations. I think it’s sad suffering we put ourselves through, That we can not fix the mistakes from the past That haunt us from their graves, Unable to get over our own gluttonous minds
It’s one of those movies that I watched and said, “Hey, I can relate to this, I can relate to that.” My relationship history hasn’t exactly been a bed of roses, or maybe it has, roses loaded with lots of thorns. But I’ve started to wake up over the past couple of years and have come to realize many things about myself, life and women. Though, I’m still learning everyday because trust me understanding women NOT SO EASY.
I finally saw the book of Eli it caused a good amount of thought, I’ve heard mixed results.   A famous Hollywood celebrity tweeted that it  showed what the world would be like without God; after watching the movie I find this perspective interesting.The movie itself did show what would happen in a religious-less society but at the [...]
They say we are all made of stars but I wonder what would happen if we reached up and touched the face of mars seeing that the face of that skin is the same as our own sin, with eyes reflecting back
All in all in life right now I’m working at my work to pay my bills so I can continue getting the other business up and running. Everything relating to seeing Red Book And Cotton be successful; as well as building web pages and getting those running for people. My learning of Joomla, and social media over the past few months has grown tenfold and I love it. I’ve always excelled at computers and now I’m really digging my fingers into what I know.
What affects are the parents of my generation having on the young adults of today, and what society will it create tomorrow? And if, the youth of today are so apathetic to life, what kind of world will their children create?
Also, as children and teenagers we are not taught to really ever make a decision, at least I wasn’t. I was taught certain aspects of decision making. “What is needed vs what is wanted”
Which makes it so key to actually know what I personally want in life then to take every step towards that goal. There are days I forget what the picture looks like, there are days I still put the pieces together that don’t fit. But the more I ask questions, the more I slowly begin to discover what I want in life. AND THAT is the key to this puzzle.
No one mentioned to me that figuring out the name for the .com I want is ridiculously challenging.   Either that, or I’m just indecisive, probably a good solid mix of both of those things.  Becoming decisive is something I’ve been working on here for a good while now, going to fast food places that I’ve [...]
I awoke in the midst of the night, A traveler between worlds My body resting under warm blankets My feet touched the ground and the earth was silent around me With each step sureality resonated across time I felt as though my awakening was an accident, as though I was to be asleep still with [...]
Today at aprox 4:55 there was a 7.3 Earthquake centered in Haita, accounts of the devastation are still coming forth but it is already expected that a very large loss of life is to be expected. Most Haitians live on less than $2 a day, which no one in america can even begin to fathom. Reports are that there have been a total of 23 Earthquakes so far, none below of a 4.5 strength
I grew up in upstate New York on a farm owned by my grandfather, my dad rented an old farm house from him.  We lived there for seven years if I remember correctly.  I remember nights of freezing cold temperatures as the house was only heated by a  wood furnace in the basement.  Being tucked [...]
So we now enter into the politics of Global Warming and now a Mini Ice age, as covered by Foxnews.com today,  http://bit.ly/8onIBq I have followed the climate change back and forth over the past few years, previously being hard lined that there was no such thing as global warming.  Over time I did my own [...]
Blamming is essentially the concept of letting our parents know the damage that they have cause to us. Or in this case, myself. I sat down with her and explained to her the way that I feel in life and the things that I am upset at her for.
So we now have my mom’s full length video of blamming her parents here, http://www.redbookandcotton.com/youtube-videos a long with a few other of the videos that Dr.John has made.
Tweeting Toddlers:  http://bit.ly/7QSxj6 It’s a small article but touches on the amazing advancements that will be coming in the next years and decades.  Those who are in my age range, 18-25 and above we grew up discovering technology as it came along.  The first computers, the first discman, ect.  In today’s age however the children [...]
nourish your inner child, nourish your dreams. For deep beneath years of fears and tears is a fountain of inner laughter waiting to be unveiled rising up like a fresh spring from beneath winters frozen soul.
If one were to think about sexuality which truly encompasses so many things that are lost today. Beauty, love, compassion, purity, ect. If this “essence” or “energy was to be seen as a living person, I think this person today would be crying in a corner
  In my life, I’ve always been quiet, never having been taught to speak up for what I want or needed.  To work for it, make it happen.  To not run around the bush I’ll get to the point of the point and say the specific topic is approval and for someone to be proud [...]
Time, time, it goes so quickly. When we’re not looking it’s racing, when we look it crawls. And sometimes there’s nothing that can be done and it’s just gone. I must learn to not let it frustrate me so much.
It’s currently raining outside,  tropical storm Ida is sharing the rain with us.  Tapers on and off but I enjoy the sound of the rain, if it was warmer out I would open my window and let in the fresh air.  Though unfortunately my window is above the set of AC fans for this building, [...]
When it comes to physical endurance,  I’m the guy who pushes.  I’m not brawny, I’m not buff but I grew up on a farm in upstate NY and learned to push myself at an early age.   Something about having to achieve, be better, not be weak. Now I sit here in my apartment, on a [...]
Okay so eating lunch of grill cheese, not as good as it usually is. In more exciting news, I went to Best Buy today to see if I could see an early showing of Motorola Droid.  The guys I talked to said they couldn’t show it, on risk of being fired.  Though the other gentleman [...]
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